I do drugs every day, im fucked up every day i do it to get by, im drunk right now in fact, thats why i probably logged into this thing, i generally forget i have it.
I use it to complain abouut things like that my best friend is having sex with this girl i like somewhere.. he just left where we were hanging out so they can have some private time, im trying to get it off my head, im failing.
I haven't been employed for a month, im trying my best and failing, im near homeless and havent been in one spot for more then 4 months at a time since i was 16.
Its been 14 months since ive been in a relationship, everybody ive been with seems to be happy with whoever else there with, not one has been with anyone for less then a year or so.
Whatever the hells been keeping me going, i want to know what it is.
probably deleting this when i remember i did it.. yupppp